a colored spectrum

fireflies

sms " i miss my family".
poor Jared. it's another week before he can come home. sigh.
well, i don't mean to preach here but i've really gotta say this.
it doesn't help to keep saying that you miss your family, when you spend ur entire weekend clubbing and sleeping instead of interacting with your family my dear.
time is something we can never keep the hold on to.
cherish every moment by spending quality time with your loved ones.

oh well. Jared can spend this Valentine's Day in camp watching fireflies alone.
stuck in the small lil island off the shores of Changi. cheers boy!
i'll love to be there. watch fireflies too. i've never seen them before!
but of coz, throw in a few close friends, open grill and ice cold booze. that'll be lovely.
this Valentine's? will be spending it with Michele.
just like how we did it 2 years back.
it's time to rekindle the fire!
hey girl, thanks for everything you've done for me all these years.
having you supporting me along the way, picking me up when i fall is everything i can ever ask for in a best friend. love ya lots angel!

heh... Joshua? i love that boy. he's very important to me.
but i won't be spending V-day with him =p
i see him everyday, and that's all that matters.
those short lunches we have, the times we spend in the car going to school, chatting on the phone, going home together. being there for each other basically.
and i can't do without his physical touch either!
his soft wet kiss. the perfect morning pick-me-up.
ironic how it seems. when he's far away from me, i miss him alot.
but when he is right beside me, i will take it out on him and be mean.
when i sleep, i want to snuggle beside him.
but i don't want to listen to his lame jokes.
well... we can't have everything, can we?

i miss my family. especially my Dad.
if i ever get another chance to live after death, i will wanna be his daughter all over again.
my Dad is humourous and silly. but he sure dotes me lots. he gives me the best he can provide.
he's more than a Daddy. he's also my best friend. my teacher. my working partner.
my Mum? i'm her first priority. i remember after the bad break-up with the bastard,
i was hurt so badly, refusing to eat and all. she flew down from Thailand just to be with me.
she's my motivation to work harder so she'll have a better life later on.
though my parents are divorced, i still love and respect them all the same.
i really wish that we can reunite as a whole family someday.
i really love the both of you. of coz, i love Grandma too! can't do without Grandma!

but for now, i am happy with my fireflies.
i cannot hold them. i have to let them fly freely.
but i know they will be around me, never wondering off too far.
they're like little fairy lights. bringing sparks of joy and warmth to the dark lonely nite.
thank you Gabriel, Jared, Benny, Alan, Lin Chang, Andy, Isaac.
as much as i alwiz bitch about Benny. he's nice, helpful and sincere. and i appreciate that.
Gabriel... he's alwiz been around.
for the good, the bad, the bitching, the wailing...
under-appreciated 'nice' guy. hugs!

Elaine and Michele? they are not fireflies.
they're my precious prawn fry and Cheesecake!

posted by Veen @ 23:55